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Friday, November 28, 2003
OMG i AM STILL SICK! And got jamming... I hope i dun infect them sick... >_<
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9:56:00 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Damn it, I fall sick for 2 days liao. Yesterday went out... today feel like HELL. Spent most of my day eating panadols, drinking water, going to toilet and.... And watching TV. Some great shows they have today. Clint Eastwood R0X. OMG Wild wild west r0x0r
hahahaha
well he's a legend.
Ahh i feel horrible. Going to sleep early. The good spirits have mercy on me!
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8:10:00 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Today went to watch Rock Fest 2003 Gig. I'm impressed. Quite nice performance and quite an interesting day. Ahh, so very tired. I hope i win Ngage. Wake up so damn early just to take part in the competition!
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10:09:00 AM
Friday, November 21, 2003
Oh yes! Yesterday went out very fun ;D buy and eat a lot a lot of food >_< hur hur hur. Okay... Been working with dsd web quite frustrating, trying to do things that are for free >_<. Anyway settle quite a bit of it. Now time for revamp of entire site. Ok, today went to bugis... Guess who i saw! A lot of people! Got *recalls* Iris, qiaoling, jojo, edmund, akane, ivan, sakuya, alfe... the rest not sure le ;D sorry if i missed u out! Oh T.T i have to sleep now. i want to win yugioh things tomorrow so i have to wake up early ne! Wish me luck!!!
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10:36:00 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Today went to watch matrix. Damn good movie. Is damn bloody good. Too bad can't watch 2nd time. OMG one of the best stories effects and agent smith. All put in 1 movie. Really worth watching. Other than that, today went bugis. Play games. Nothing liao.
-.-
sian sian mood lately
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9:00:00 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
These few days keep thinking about the past. These few days i feel damn sad. Fuck. This must be the longest downtime since i swore not to have any. Maybe i should be smart a bit and maybe i should listen to luna. Dun treat people so good liao. Maybe that is the smartest thing to do. But how to? If people ask me for anything. I just cannot refuse
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8:51:00 PM
Monday, November 17, 2003
Haha... today went to bugis. Kana cheat by 12. Say meet me at 11am go orchard gai gai. Sleeping until 4. Then eat dinner he come late. Then he eat with his friends then he go watch movie. In the end i wait for him until 11.30pm then we eat supper then go home.
Talk a lot with him lah. He tell me about last time he and his gf. Makes me quite sad also. I never think about all these for some time already. Haha difference between an intimate relationship and a relationship base on respect. After he I guess is how mature u are. Then u will know the right way to do things. Then talk about wanlong. So envious, find a good gf. And since he grad waiting to go ns, now he everyday wait for his gf off work then go out. So en ai.
Makes me think about myself last time. Everyday after school will meet my ex. Wait for her after her school. Then we go out eat go out walk walk and then i send her home. Sometimes skip lesson meet her. Come to think of it... Quite fun also those days. But now is all passing memories...
I can never forget the day she left me. We talk on the phone. Then got me 12 and the gan eng seng! gan eng seng bunch at arcade. Then i go upstairs. Go to the mos burger there talk to her. Talk for like 1-2 minutes. Then she say the harsh words. Then that's the end of it. Everything change since that moment. I can still remember after that I walk back to arcade like nothing happen. Then i just sit at an arcade machine. Then i just keep on crying. Cannot stop. Really feel gan pua sad. I can still feel it now. That kind of feeling. Can never forget.
After that day. Everyday is different already. I can still remember. Sometimes i will go to Benedict's shop then we 2 smoke together. Sometimes buy beer back and drink. That's the time i start unhealthy habit of drinking. Lucky i dun continue and get out of my misery.
But sometimes i just feel... I still feel the pain. Who wouldn't. Losing a part of yourself. Dunno why i say all these also. Just feel damn sad today. Cause i think of it again. And i dun want to forget some things.
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10:59:00 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2003
Oh Yes! Today stay at home the whole day and ZHUO BO! Overall i feel very chaotic. Like very luan like that. Like got a lot of voices in my head tell me different things. Dunno what i should do.
Dun care just go NS and waste my 2 half years first. Come out then say. Come out be a different person liao le
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9:34:00 AM
Friday, November 14, 2003
Today went to bugis play game! Really damn sian these few days. Just feel like going and enjoy myself. Dun really feel like working. Damn sian about everything liao le. Everything like suddenly put on hold. Work, Music, Games, and also... Other things.
Maybe i should just sit back and relax. Dun care about everything and wait for them to fall in place. I believe in fate and destiny. No use going against fate and destiny. You will never win
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9:25:00 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Yesterday go eat mcdonalds. Run around singapore mcdonalds to buy alphabet bears with my ex. She change liao. I also change liao. Everything seems so different now. Well anyway was quite interesting. Then came home
and
omg
I play Yugioh duel monsters game boy advance rom until 6am in the morning... WTF! I am a yugioh addict. I think i might buy a deck and play
HAHAHA
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8:42:00 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2003
Oh yeah sunday just pass. Super big rain. Went to bugis to celebrate xiao zhang's birthday. Free Billy Bombers N Swenson's earthquake. Eat with doctor, me, xz, zhiwei and his gf. Not bad the place. Not that expensive and the food is very good. Should try it next time!
Today feel sick. After the rain. I feel damn sian leh, like my heart is very empty. Sick and tired of all the people around me. Like no mood to do anything now. -.-
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10:40:00 AM
Friday, November 07, 2003
Yesterday went out with my ex. Watch Identity. Good show. Gets u thinking haha. We went to jurong entertainment center watch. OMG the cinema is soooooo old and louya. Reminds me of bedok cinema with rats running around when they off the lights. But not THAT bad lah. Well the place like nobody one. Only 4 people me my ex and 2 more people. After that go and eat then go home liao. How fast the day pass.
Today dunno go where le? Bugis or orchard
haha
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10:38:00 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2003
Oh yes! finally graduate liao got this whole feeling that i am damn free damn FREE. I got goosebumps all over me. Today damn song.
But then come back irc kana say by some people. Maybe is not purposely but then i still feel... Not happy about it. Keep on saying me and my target goal of money. Why? I cannot have a goal izzit? I cannot work towards my goal ah. You can play band all your life for all i care. I have responsibilities for myself my family and my future lor. I don't have all the freedom of choice as you. You are not me so fuck off.
So what if i get huge payoffs per project? U think earning money is easy izzit? Why don't you go and try. You don't know how hard i work my ass off to get to where i am today. You don't know what i have been through so don't fucking make fun of me. I can very confidently say that i am where i am with what i have now. Because i deserve it. If making money is really as easy as it looks then why don't you go and try. You only don't know the things i have to do and go through. Different people have different lives and have different goals. So why don't u just butt out of my life? People are not made rich. They work hard to get it.
And i don't fucking care about your life so dun mess with mine.
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4:39:00 AM
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Oh yes! Grad from school within 24 hours. Today i feel damn good. Finish teaching xz and yama their O level maths. GL HF hope u do well dudes! Good luck to all those having exams tomorrow too! ;D
eiga wo miyou kimi no yakusoku dohri te wo tsunai de
yoru ni wa owakare desu ringo to ichigo ga kusaru mae ni
yume wa hirogaru kimi no yakusoku dohri kisu wo shi nagara
kimi to wa owakare desu saigo no bansan tanoshimimashou
FILTH!
now i keep hearing this song in my head. Kind of miss... long time never see u already ;D *sigh*
Nevermind, when u are free, i will see u again!
Ah... koboreochiru namida wa owakare no kotoba
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9:32:00 AM
Monday, November 03, 2003
STAY FREE OF MISERY!
Oh yeah going to grad from school... FULL TIME FREELANCER! Think about it i feel damn good. More time = more business liao ;D. But must keep healthy too! Must take mineral supplements liao. I am quite deficient in most of the minerals. :( Bad for health.
An apple a day keeps the doctor away~
Take care and dun fall sick ne~!
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7:54:00 AM
Sunday, November 02, 2003
Today see asian beat semis. Saw the last year's champion band play and OH MY GOD. Now i know what's a GOSU drummer. OMFG I want to beat him! But tied down with career and life. ;D How good it would be if i actually devote time to playing drums. Dedicated. Hahahaha
Jokes aside. Today they talk about someone. Who is feeling moody and i think. My situation is like the same as him, so! I also cannot say much or talk much. But i can understand why he is feeling moody and there's nothing he can do about it. Cause that is what love is. It make people helpless and make the strongest people weak. That is what love is.
Today watch the final episode of GOLDEN BOWL! That show is damn good. Humor, storyline and romance. Very well written and mixed in the show, giving it a lot of flavour. I guess watching the show makes me relate to it. U know how people watch shows and listen to music and relate their life to it. I just want to find the 1 star in the sky that will shine for me only. And not for other people. And i will shine for that star too.
;D
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9:01:00 AM
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